Partnership me!

Partnership me!

Yeah I said it! I don’t want a “relationship.”

I have heard it said that they hold you back.

I definitely want the best of the best, best friend!! Yep, one that I can sleep with.

I want someone that I can not only make love to but… hustle with, travel and make memories with, achieve my dreams with, and help to conquer his, I want to live the remainder of my days with him. I want to be the right shoe to his left, making us the perfect pair. I want a partner, not only in crime, to be the Bonny to his Clyde!! We will be a duo, the most dynamic kind!!

I want a somebody that awakens my smile. A man who is distinguished and has his own style. Someone I can laugh and build with, cry and be vulnerable, and share my deepest fears with. I need to be able to trust him with my money, my life, but most importantly my heart. I want someone that will heal it, not pull it apart.

Someone that doesn’t trigger feelings of abandonment and that I have no fear that I will lose. Someone that proves with his actions that he will always be there and that it’s me that he forever will chose.

“Relationships”, aren’t for me. I’ve tried and failed enough of them.

A PARTNERSHIP, now you are talking!! That’s my shit and I look forward to one with the right Him!!

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Will you?

Will you?

At times I wonder if you see me?

Admire my hair, the way I walk?

My clothes, the way I talk?

We’ve been acquainted for a little time now,

Am I’m still invisible to you. 

My feelings are growing and how

I wonder if yours are too.

I hear your voice every time I close my eyes.

To me, you just seem so different from the other guys.

To you, am I just a friend,

Nothing more, nothing less.

I settle for friendship in the end

Because I don’t want to make a mess.

Instead, I’ll keep my desires to myself

And place my feelings back on a shelf.

Until one day you finally see

What you and I could possibly be.

I’ll wait for now but not too long

Because sooner or later I’ll be gone. But will you truly notice me?

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When I …

When I …

When I hear you,
Your baritone resounds while you say hi with the sweetest voice in the world.

When I hear you,
My heart skips beats and I don’t know what to say.

When I hear you,
Love and happiness fills my thoughts, and all of my troubles fade away.

When I hear you,
I wonder if you think about me as often as I think of you.

I daydream about the day that not only will I hear you, but get to see you too.

When I see you,
It will be confirmation of what my heart so strongly feels for you.

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